Wednesday, March 4, 2009

FACK

Yeah so I haven't been on it a while. Whatever.


I cant write one of these things until actual shit starts happening. And I don't do much other than vegging out all week and then getting drunk on the weekend. SWEET. I'm an achiever for sure.

I dont know that many people in this town. That could be the problem. And its too cold for me to go out alone and have some sort of delight. When I do go out alone, I freeze my ass off on my bike..and then sit and have a coffee somewhere like I would at home. Fresh air. Meh.
Im just being an asshole.
I'm deffinitely going through a depression. FUCK WINTER. I'm not stoked on anything.




But anyways, I've been seeing this guy, and hes the reason why Im a little ticked tonight. This is the iceing on the cake, once again.
DONT SAY YOUR GONNA CALL AND THEN DONT: Strike 1, 2, 3, 4
And
DONT SAY YOUR GONNA HANG OUT AND NOT SHOW UP: Strike 5
Thats probably enough strikes.
Fuck.
Hes 15 months younger than me...Maybe thats it? Different ages? Jesus, Im turning 20 and my bf is 18. I'm an idiot.
But atleast that means Ive still got a young hot bod. Hahaha.



My friend Kaylee. The greatest friend Ive ever had. Will be moving in with me in a month. Thats the only thing keeping me optimistic.